I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while... I've been ... occupied. I mean right now I feel scared. Scared for the fact that in a week i'm going to have to face unfinnished drama from last year. Fuck this shit. I'm done right now. I wish i could just leave this place sometimes. It's all bullshit

OH HEY GUYS !
Ish Bruno! Just kidding! It's mariam! Haha, well seriously who else could it be? So I made a new
youtube video yesterday it's the bomb digity. Oh god, remember when people actually used to say BOMB DIGITY? ( This is not meant to offend those who still say -gasp- Bomb Digity ) Aha, oh goodness old slang pffft. So I am so bored right now. This is the first night in about a week where i'm actually sleeping under the covers. Wierd, I'm actually kind of cold! Ahaha. ( I'd post my video up here right now.. But the HTML code isn't exactly ... Copying and Pasting .... so just click this) So how've you guys been? I've been extremely swell! There are 4 days until I am off to New york and I have never been more excited in my life (I think...) and there are ninety one days until tempted. I cannot wait. Life is amazing and I will never understand why people would ever try to kill themselves or inflict self harm. It's unrealistic and dumb, you know? Like all you have to do is focus on the positive factors of life and the things that you enjoy during your day. Like for me whenever I feel down I just list of things that make me happy. And It really works. It makes me feel so much better. Try it out sometime. Well anyways, I'm off to get to bed. peace out <3

CHICKA CHICKA OW OW

I'm about to peace it and go to bed. Since I just watched 3 episodes of project runway in a row. ( Oh Baby, you've got to love youtube!), Twitted like 5 things in a row, stayed up till 4:23am, learnt to play sea of love on guitar, and so much more. I'm exhausted!

Notable things from yesterday:
- My mom has an interesting, yet awkward//rude way of talking to my sister's friends.
Yet somehow they all love her. Figures ... haha
- I'm starting to really get the hang of playing guitar. Fiasco is becoming a major part of me.
- My sister thinks Fiasco is the worst name ever for my guitar... but i love it!
- Writing a new song
- New York in eleven days!
- Tempted ( New HON book) comes out in 98 days! ohh goodness!
- Isn't the new moon trailer supposed to come out soon? Hmm,
New Moon Movie > Twilight Movie -- Yes That is correct
- I called my nephew a tool -- and he called me a toolbox.
- Lovin' life
- Seeing Transformers tomorrow! wooot

You guys are probably wondering ...

"why is mariam's blog called

mariamandfiasco.blogspot.com?"

it's because my guitar's name is fiasco <3

Right now I'm eating skittles but they're this newish kind that look like these :

Well anyways, They're reaaally tasty but after eating a bagful your toungue starts to hurt and feel like it's bleeding! ugghhh! But I guess you always have to deal with the consquences of life. And at least I have a trusty 591 ml half full bottle of sprite to help me get through the tongue pains and cuts.

Peace Out

- mariam <3